borlen’s BLAG!

im fallin apart… soooper falling apart.
i dont know.

maybe lifes supposed to be like this sometimes..
because of me…? ya, i think so.. tsk tsk
im out of ideas.. weak.. dont fucking know what to do, where to start, what to fix….
nakakabobo na.
inutil.

and valentnines coming…
hah! good luck to me..

parang i wana be alone.. go sumwhere and think..
but i cant. mababliw lang ako pag di ko sya kasama,, kapraning.. katakot mag isa..
lalong walang maiisip.. lalo ko masisira..
id rather be here and take these all.. 

gsto ko mag-ayos ng mga gusot lalo na sa part ko… planchaaaaa..
hahaha! plancha at kabayo, i need it badly..
kaso di ako marunog mag plancha mashado..haha!

i just wanna disappear for a while and *snap* umayos na lahat..
sana pwd ganon.. isang click and everythings back to normal and all..
pero no.. di pwd.. muvi stuff!
have to suffer, have to be confused,
have to feel this and that.. so bahala na..

maybe tomorow ill be okay. or maybe not.. i dunno..
bahala na si batman…..?
nah,
i trust superman more..
haha..

**by superman — i mean God.. its all up to you up there.. =)

buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz……………

ANG LOSER KO

ay, nag blog ako kaninang umaga but no, hindi cya lumabas nakakaines.. =(

LSS:  Digital love by daft punk.. i sooo love… "last night, i had a dream about you……………i dont know what to to about this dream and you……………" ….something like that ang lyrics.. mahaba e =)

ok, ill be studying for my midterms in a while.. wala nanaman tulugan..

KAT! sana magpa-party ka naman! ha? yessss.. =)

ayko mging adik sa casino.. lhat na ata naikot namen e.. hahaha… tgaytay, silahis, fiesta, holiday inn ata un.. hahaha.. dko na lam un pangalan non iba.. wla.. walang maadik… haha!! sana..

hahaha.. ang sweet…!!!! nkakatuwa lng.. shes back dw.. sabi nya.. hahaha!! ang kyut tlga!! i looove you!!! hehehe

it might not be the right tym..

i might not be the right one..

but there’s some about us i want to say…

coz there’s something between us anyway..

there’s something about us i’ve got to do..

some kind of secret i will share with you..

i need you more than anything in my life ..

i want you more than anything in my life…

i’ll miss you more than anything in my life..

i love you more than anyone in my life..

……………….. borlen ………………….

IM SORRY FOR ALL THE STUPID THINGS I WISH I DIDN’T DO BUT I DID…

(tama ba?)

no more stupidity anymore..

promise.. i’ll try..

… d naman kmi magka galit totally.. wla my gnwa kc akong ka craulo-han.. nkakaines nga.. kya sorry… ang weird ko nanaman..

… uh.. sharing lang..!!

FUDGIE (July 6, 2004 - March 2, 2006)

Sleep well our precious angel, until we are together again.  You were the sunshine in our lives. We love you. We’ll miss you…

ang weird… naiines ako.. naiines ako… naiines ako, kanino ba?? basta! wla akong mgawa….!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaah!!! bssstaaaa!! nkakainis… dats it.. un lang.. nuff said… shet

now..to the kwento…

ineng katrina… sorry ulit… mhal na mhal na mhal.. ok?? =) good..

kwento..

last night… we were on our way to tagaytay… i was driving.. (yea. pagod.. manual, pais steering.. urat…) so, sa cavite nga pla kami dumaan para fifteen psesos lng ang toll fee.. (mas mabilis pa.. hr cgro..) oh, anyway… mga 130 a.m, may kaguluhan sa daan… kala ko may namatay… hahahahaha… aaaaaandddd….. surprise surprise.. merong nga namatay.. hit en run ata… putl un katawan… wats worse is nawawala un upper body nya… nka balandra sa kalye un katawan non tao… dugo, bituka and oll… saya… nahirapan ako magdrive.. matagal na moment of silence.. haha..

we were with jonel and amapola pala…haha.. surprise!!! kidnap to tgaytay… ayus!! nkakatawa un mga muka nila… hahaha!! enjoy dudes!!

kain mile hi (love the spaghetti…) and theeeennnnn… CASINO after… won 750pesos… secret nalng kung bket… luck is on my side kc. haha… good one.. =)

i will miss the man with the pink shirt and the big eyes… hehehe….

sira ulo nko… gsto ko lang mag kwento… i enjoyed the trip… beach naman next time…

kaching ko… i love you.. =) i miss scul na… kw den db? wl a nanaman pasok tomorow… excited na tyo magtest!! hahaha!!

i want to spend my lifetime loving you… senti… pero totoo… mhal na mhal na mhal… yaan mo… wala!

gotta go sago…!!

* final destination 3 rocks!!! watch it..haha!! comercial pa muna bago mag bbye *

I AM SORRY DARLING…. TRULY..

feb 12, our first month as an "again couple".. kinda sweet… haha.. d lang sanay na iba na un anniv/monthsary namen… ist all good… dame ups and downs… bumpy stage pa ULIT… pero ok lng. im willing to take the long road again just to make everything right… more anniversaries and monthsaries and weeksaries and daysaries comin’…. heheh

i had a dream… we were gonna adopt a baby.. hahaha.. weird coz i know naman na she doesnt want to adopt… la lang… ang cute eh… comin’ na den un baby… we thought of a way na… comedy,… why am i saying this.. wla ln tlga…

haha.. kinda have an idea why i dreamt about a baby… !!!! m nkauasap kc kami na baliw ng mga frends ko last nyt sa ever tambayan namen sa xavierville… sabi nya sakin… "ikaw, naanakan ka na eh!!".. yun lang… funny kc nagka baby na dw ako.. wierd amp!! wierdness…

LSS (Last Song Syndrome): my humps.. lalo na this line.

"YOU CAN LOOK BUT YOU CAN’T TOUCH, BUT IF YOU TOUCH IT IMA…. SET SUM DRAMA… YOU DONT WANT NO DRAMA..".. not so sure if the lyrix’ is right tho.. anyhow.. yun ln… i love you darling.. and happy… im soo happy… sana i made you happy den na parang pagka happy ko…