hello again….!!!!! hehehehehe!! im soo happy.. nakuha na namen at last un planner ng strbux…!! nkakines.. to think na na complete na namen un before pa ag new year… c kat kc pa- suspense… ayaw pa kuhanen b4 non new year dhel wla p naman dw kmi ggwen don… shet.. o well… ok lng… at least asamen na ngayon..
bulshyet..ang tgal ng sundo ko… un lng.. bye na.. wla ako sa mood… hahaha ang tgal ni kaching… =(
yehes….!! its my day.. our day actually..!! haha.. im finally ok… we’re finally ok… we’re bak.. =) i’m finally complete.. i know i’ll be ok na.. thanx kat.. m xctd na sa lhat.. i love you so much.. sooooo much…
haha.. im the happiest person sa buoooong mundo today.. i don’t show it tho… nahihiya kc ako e.. haha.. nahihiya ako k kat.. ewn ko kun bkit…. hahahahahaaaaay… mwamwah.. ill not let go again.. never again.. ever.. u’ll always be my one and only..
… now and always..
hahahahaha!! im a blogger… again… hahahahaha!! well.. i dont have anything to blog about naman…
well well its 2006…
tha story… 2005
hmm.. march 2005.. sumone from tha past came back in my life… hmm.. quiet life.. kala ko mapapag.palit ko c "one and only ko" sa knya.. i thought lang.. so i left her.. just like that… (i was sorry…)
hm… anyway.. the new one.. it lasted for like.. a month.. or longer i think.. ya.. 2 months at tha most.. she made me happy for a while… i was happy.. or maybe i thought i was… well anyway.. i realized one thing… the new one couldn’t be compared to my "one and only".. so i left her.. (sorry) and went bck to my "one and only"…. she took me back… "good one" i thought,, "buti nlng.. i wasn’t too late…"
june 6, we were "IT" again… happy..happy.. pero it only lasted 3 months. haha.. gagoooooo!!! im sooo stupid.. sorry..
the scond one.. from my school… was my friend… a close friend nga indeed.. haayy.. yun.. it happened ulit.. blah blah blah… i chose not to get back with the one and only… kala ko now kaya ko na… haha.. i dint know wat i was doin..i was proving myself to the wrong person.. everything went from bad to worse… 2 or 3 weeks of i dunno.. ewn ko kung bakit… pero i decided to stop na.. wla naman nanyre.. haha,,, nawawala na lng skin lalo n one and only ko.. kaya naicip ko.. mabago na… change change change… babye gagong borlen…
bumalk ako sknya… i left the other one.. bigla … ( sorry. i just need to do that… )
and then…. tadannnn… month of hell.. mourning.. haha.. sakit eh… basta…
hahahahahahahaha… look at wat i did… look at my stupidity.. i almost lost her.. literally… sumone else came in her life…bilis.. parang bala… sht man.. lucky break ko na nga to e.. swerte ko kc andto paden cya.. haaay. wala gsto ko lng mag typ.. mag look back..
sorry to you ha.. cnyo dalwa.. the march and september ko… haha.. nkakatawa,, pero seryoso.. sorry.. and thanx.. you taught me a loooot…
and to you my one and only… youre still my one and only… youll always be.. beliv me this time… kalimutan na un 2005… lets leave it in the past… please.. i was stupid.. i looked fo sumthing else… for excitement,, whatever pa… i didnt need thse things… i guess i was blind to see that everthing i wanted and needed was just infront of me.. im sorry.. i took ou for granted.. i hurt you,, i left you all alone… pero im here now.. im ready to make up for all those things.. just please give us that cance again.. i promise you that it wud b my last chance… ill not let you go again.. promise to god…
…. ill help you forget about it… those things…
…. ill help you forget about them…
…. ill help you forget about him….
…. help me with you.. i love you darling.. =)
…. had a happy week.. =)
… happy happy!!
…weekend was great.. watched pagdadalaga….
..weekdays were much better… waaaay better.. =) slept early.. really early… like 7 or 9 am… woke up around 6 am…
.. there were 2 days na we slept ng 1pm.. woke up around 8pm.. sayang un araw.. pero i was ok, coz i spent it with her.. wtching tv, playin cards, playing scrabble, using tha pc, and eating madaming mdaming pancakes…
she’s still sleeping.. tired from the week… im taking care of her now, wish i cud do that forever.. =)
.. im in love agen… defnitely… haha.. in love over nd over nd over agen…
i can see her sleeping from where im sitting.. haha.. parang bata.. balot ng kumot, nka- curl pa un position… haha!! ang cute…
….. thoughts and memries of us lately rush inside my head for no reason at ol.. shet.. i miss us.. i dunno kelan ako mkakabalik sa gnon… assssss..
…she’s defnitely my heaven on earth… defnitely..
<a href="http://borlen.blogs.friendster.com/.shared/image.html?/photos/uncategorized/dsc00594.JPG" onclick="window.open(this.href, ‘_blank’, ‘width=640,height=480,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0′); return false"><img alt="Dsc00594" title="Dsc00594" src="http://borlen.blogs.friendster.com/yours_truly_wahaha/images/dsc00594.JPG" width="100" height="75" border="0" style="float: left; margin: 0px 5px 5px 0px;" /></a>
wahoooo!!! goodmorning sunshine… hahha.. woke up around 2pm.. earliest na un.. nice…
hmm.. watched coach carter last nyt.. dvd.. ganda.. gsto tuloy namen manood ng pba.. haha..
hmm.. my fudgie’s ok na… =) peroparang nakakakita ng multo.. nakakatawa nga eh.. kawawa…
nga pla… my garage sale today dto kina kat.. astig.. ewn ko kung bket pero ang saya ata… kya cgro nagcing kmi maaga…
i was thinking about eating sumthing sumwher kanina… honestly ha… pagcing ko,,bglang *poof*.. pero better na lng na i keep it to myself.. bka ma-trabol pko pag pinost ko eh.. i am trying to be better naman na eh.. yep!! wahoooo!!
hm… 2 days ago ata un.. i did sumthing foolish, stupid, asshole-ish,immature-ish, lhat n ng ish… i just want to say sorry for dat… sorry to you and sa mga taong nadamay at nagalit skin,,,, nabaliw ln ako.. sana naintindhan nyo un pagka sira ng ulo ko non isang araw…
sorry for the things i sed… the things i called you non… tae ako.. i didnt mean it… =(
ok.. gotta go SAGO.. nag mamaktol na skin tong si katringring ..
BRAT!! BELAT!!! haha…. I WON SA SRABBLE KANINANG UMAGA!!!! hahaha…
today is wednesday.. kahapon is tuesday… bukas is thursday… tpos friday, saturday, tas monday, tuesday agen,, tas wed… hm.. did i miss something…??? anything?? nothing?? hm.. okay.. e, mern ata.. pero wla naman ata.. okay.. weirdness…
scrabble is the GAME nowadays.. wahahahahahaahaha……………. shit.. for the first time…. natatalo ko na c katrina!! yehes… im good!! getting better..
i suck at chinese checkers.. shyet..
my favorite game.. wahaha!! iscrabble
….
today is my day.. haha my day lang…
november 21, my second month of loneliness..
xmas is coming… ang lamig na… my heart’s still cold..
im still waiting for you…
sana hindi nlang na imbento yung SUMPONG.. nkakaines.. wla ako mgawa.. haayy.. ang sakit nanaman ng feeling na tinataboy.. ayko na lng gwen big deal… umpisa ang ok ok nyo.. tas bgla nlang *poof* wla, topak.. ayaw nko makasama.. parang buntis.. haaay…
**troy’s showing.. favorite ko to e, sana d nalng cya pinalabas ngyon.. loser.. kaines**
**my fudgie’s sick nga.. napilay pa.. kawawa.. la ako magawa to make her feel better**
**am pogi pla tlg ni brad pitt!! wahaha!**
**she’s upstairs.. nagmumukmok dhel ayaw ako dito.. hayy.. shet.. bhala na lng.. sana matapos na**
my fudgie…please get well..
our daddy’s bday.. haha cute.. sbay kc bday ng dad nya and dad ko eh.. nice..
6pm ulit kmi gumicing.. wats up?? ewn ko kung bket lagi nlang gnon.. lagi kc morning na ntutulog..
hmm.. i think fudgie’s not feeling well.. =(
something happened.. parang bglang *poof* ah,, kaya pla… sagot sa mga questions nya.. at questions ko na den.. okok.. all’s clear.. la nko sasabhin.. pero bothered ako e.. nkakaines nga e.. pero ok lang.. bhala na..
wahaha.. i dont even know what im talking about now.. bsta.. alm ko naman e.. hirap lng sabihin.. (ang wirdo ko ulit)
sana everything will turn out ok..
sana sana sana…
sana makabalik pa ko sa dati… sana pumayag pa cya bumalik sa dati..not now, not tomorrow, not next week… no definite date at ol.. pero sana lng talaga.. the *US* may be old,,, pero it still has a lot of magic in it.. i just know..
i want to make you happy… as in happy happy… so i can be complete again..
hahaah.. idea.. let’s go back to red box… bka maging ok ulit lhat…
kasalanan ko.. nice.. yep.. i am a certified loser.. haha!! kwawa ako
sleeping time is : 6am
woke up around : 6pm
buhay baboy.. pagka gcing, kain, tas pc.. nacira tuloy gabi ko.. bsta ayaw ko nag mag typ ng khet ano….
bahala na.. masaya naman ako e.. khet kakaiba na cya lately.. Stay Happy borlen bLaG-r
enuf na,,, we were at mr. kebab kagabi.. (delta and sabi nila) hm… with tha strbx people… hangang mga 5am.. dhel dw skin sbi nya.. puro tunkol sa lovelife kc un topic.. (mostly lovelife namen.. kaya an saya…) SAYA SAYA!!
wala nko gana mabuhay and mag blog pa (BLAG! BLAG! BLAG!!)
**tha father of the bride is showing.. and she’s watching it.. nood n nga dn ako
shet, walng kwenta.. gsto ko lng mag typ.. nkakaines kc..
i love you kat… still loving you more each waking moment… hay… please beliv me (nag papaka pathetic lng ako cyo)
sana wag ka na gnyan.. andto pko.. andto lng ako..
ang lamig lamig na nga e, tas gnyan ka pa.. haha.. loko lng.. bhala na,no??
i miss you!
